I'm Trying to Be Okay EP

by Alan Abulencia

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released December 31, 2015

Written and Produced by Alan Abulencia
"I'm Trying" and "I'll Be Okay" mastered by Matt Abulencia

Featuring Libby Abulencia on "I'm Trying"

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Track Name: I'm Trying
all my friends think they know me
but they don't know me at all
but who can really blame them?
'cause I built up a wall
I never let them see me
when I was feeling blue
I always hid my emotions
they never even knew
I wasn't feeling happy
nothing ever felt right
I was just pretending
that I was doing alright

I am sorry, but I'm trying
to stand up tall
yes I'm sorry and I'm trying
to make sense of it all

you know it's hard you see
I can't just make believe
that I'm really happy
no that's just not me
I've been hiding in a corner
with my back against the wall
so many expectations
I just can't handle it all
I gotta take a breather
I wanna push on through
and work on getting shit together
and be the one you all thought you knew

I am sorry, but I'm trying
to stand up tall
yes I'm sorry and I'm trying
to make sense of it all

I was unaware
that anyone would care
now I can plainly see
you mean so much to me
yes I was unaware
that you'd really care
but I can plainly see
you mean so much to me

I am sorry, but I'm trying
to stand up tall
yes I'm sorry and I'm trying
to make sense of it all
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Track Name: I'll Be Okay
not a day goes by
where you're not on my mind
it's sad you're gone
but I will just be fine
I am moving on
like I'm supposed to do
but I will never ever
forget about you

I'll be okay
without you
I'll be okay
but I will always be missing you

all the memories
they will never fade
they'll be living on
inside my brain
even though you're gone
and I am moving on
you'll be here in my heart
although now we're apart

I'll be okay
without you
I'll be okay
but I will always be missing you

suddenly you passed
and I don't know why
I never had a chance
to say goodbye
I only hope that you
knew how I much I cared
I only wish I was
a little more prepared

I'll be okay
without you
I'll be okay
but I will always be missing you