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I'm Trying

from Late Night Drive by Alan Abulencia

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all my friends think they know me
but they don't know me at all
but who can really blame them?
'cause I built up a wall
I never let them see me
when I was feeling blue
I always hid my emotions
they never even knew
I wasn't feeling happy
nothing ever felt right
I was just pretending
that I was doing alright

I am sorry, but I'm trying
to stand up tall
yes I'm sorry and I'm trying
to make sense of it all

you know it's hard you see
I can't just make believe
that I'm really happy
no that's just not me
I've been hiding in a corner
with my back against the wall
so many expectations
I just can't handle it all
I gotta take a breather
I wanna push on through
and work on getting shit together
and be the one you all thought you knew

I am sorry, but I'm trying
to stand up tall
yes I'm sorry and I'm trying
to make sense of it all

I was unaware
that anyone would care
now I can plainly see
you mean so much to me
yes I was unaware
that you'd really care
but I can plainly see
you mean so much to me

I am sorry, but I'm trying
to stand up tall
yes I'm sorry and I'm trying
to make sense of it all
I am sorry, but I'm trying
to stand up tall
yes I'm sorry and I'm trying
to make sense of it all

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from Late Night Drive, released May 14, 2017

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