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Everything Is Fine

by Alan Abulencia

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1.
Everything Is Fine 04:04
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everything is fine i, i wanna hear the silence 'cause i don't know if i can take this noise no more i, i'm tired of the violence i just wanna push it out and lock the door i wanna scream i wanna shout i wanna live my life without the fears and doubt i wanna run i wanna hide i wanna douse the flames burning deep inside i don't wanna face the problems i don't wanna hear another word about it now i, i don't know how to solve them i'm afraid i'd fuck up again and bring you down i wanna scream i wanna shout i wanna live my life without the fears and doubt i wanna run i wanna hide i wanna douse the flames burning deep inside keep dreaming everything is fine i just need a little time everything is fine just need to clear my mind everything is fine all i need is some more time i wanna scream i wanna shout i wanna live my life without the fears and doubt i wanna run i wanna hide i wanna douse the flames burning deep inside
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In the Grave 02:45
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i'm sorry i'm not who i used to be and i'm trying to figure out a new reality i never meant to bring anyone down at all but i've been a fool i built a wall then made the world fall everyday when i wake i can feel myself fade away fade away fade away i am lost in a fog with no hope at all fall in the grave in the grave in the grave i'm sorry (i'm so sorry) i've made a mess that i cannot clean and i've wasted (yeah, i've wasted) so much time on a fruitless dream i never meant to (no, no, no) push anyone away but i've been a tool (and such a fool) it's no surprise nobody wants to stay everyday when i wake i can feel myself fade away fade away fade away i am lost in a fog with no hope at all fall in the grave in the grave in the grave sun goes up and i try climbing sun goes down and now i'm falling everyday it's all the same piles of gold are turning gray everyday when i wake i can feel myself fade away fade away fade away i am lost in a fog with no hope at all fall in the grave in the grave in the grave everyday when i wake i can feel myself fade away fade away fade away i am lost in a fog with no hope at all fall in the grave in the grave in the grave
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Skipping Stones 04:07
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on a highway going nowhere looking for that perfect somewhere another long day in the valley 'round in circles searching for a dream on a journey looking for a home looking for a place, a place to call my own trying to not to drown in an endless sea or drifting off with all, all of the autumn leaves do you remember how it used to be way back when when we were young skipping stones in the summer sun all the memories of simpler days in the back of my mind seem to drift away in a dark place under night skies hidden sorrow under a disguise lost reflections of a perfect life all the things we never realized in the moment of the end of times could be the last chance for me to say goodbye now i am falling down into the void in the face of death, how can i avoid do you remember how it used to be way back when when we were young skipping stones in the summer sun all the memories of simpler days in the back of my mind seem to drift away where do i belong (hearts still beating) (earth is bleeding) everything is gone (souls on fire) (burning desire) way back when when we were young skipping stones in the summer sun all the memories of simpler days in the back of my mind seem to drift away way back when when we were young skipping stones in the summer sun all the memories of simpler days in the back of my mind seem to drift away
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Dreamland 03:18
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i'm ready for a new chapter i'm tired of losing my mind i wish i was a little bit faster because i'm falling behind i would like a new beginning a piece of mind i could call my own a new life with a sense of meaning a place that feels like home i'd love to see a future where i'm free my dreamland i'm tired of the same old story i can't wait to turn the page and a walk down a path to glory entering a golden age in a time of prosperity where i'm not wasting away where the past won't come to haunt me and linger in my head all day i'd love to see (my dreamland please) a future where i'm free (where i am free) my dreamland someday i'll find a future that's all mine where i can just unwind and never be left behind a future oh so grand where i can finally stand and all just goes as planned that is my dreamland and i'd love to see (my dreamland please) a future where i'm free (where i am free) i'd love to see (my dreamland please) a future where i'm free (where i am free) my dreamland someday i'll find my dreamland, my dreamland someday i'll find my dreamland, my dreamland someday i'll find my dreamland
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White Noise 03:37
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lost in the white noise staring at the tv screen watching someone else's dream wishing that it could be me living within the scene don't wanna flip the channel don't wanna change the show don't wanna touch that dial don't wanna let you go i'm losing your signal you're fading away look there you go without a goodbye into the white noise left me to die i played your game and felt your pain you left me dry now it's starting to rain i'm soaking wet and drowning in debt and tv static is all i get how can i reset when all that is left is just a silhouette just a silhouette into the white noise staring at the tv screen lost in someone else's dream thinking that it might be me who's really living in that scene don't need to flip the channel don't need to change the show i'll never touch that dial i'll never let you go but i'm losing your signal you're still fading away look there you go without a goodbye into the white noise left me to die i played your game and felt your pain you left me dry now it's starting to rain i'm soaking wet and drowning in debt and tv static is all i get how can i reset when all that is left is just a silhouette just a silhouette into the white noise lost in the white noise lost in the white noise lost in the white noise (i have lost your whole signal, you faded away) lost in the white noise (i have lost you whole signal, you faded away)
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Plastic Souls 03:42
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frivolous things surround this place this place i call my home and even in this crowded space i still feel alone paper hearts and plastic souls take up space but they don't fill the holes breathless objects devoid of life are cluttered in my room false eyes lacking light don't wipe away the gloom paper hearts and plastic souls take up space but they don't fill the holes paper hearts and plastic souls take up space but they don't fill the holes motionless figures on every wall never say a word there's no thoughts or voices at all an existence that's quite absurd paper hearts and plastic souls take up space but they don't fill the holes paper hearts and plastic souls take up space but they don't fill the holes where is the joy you hoped they'd bring there's no heart and no soul to sing paper hearts and plastic souls take up space but they don't fill the holes (no plastic souls) paper hearts and plastic souls (don't fill the holes) take up space but they don't fill the holes (no plastic souls)
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No Return 02:36
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it's a dark world (it's a dark world) that we live in (that we live in) tainted soil (tainted soil) soaking in sin (soaking in sin) sin and hatred paint this town what's left of love's lost in the crowd will the sun burn out before we find our way we might be out of better days the truth is out, we're all so fucked i cannot lie, we're outta luck the world's on fire, watch it burn it's too late now, there's no return no return no return no return there's no return earth is shattered (earth is shattered) broke and battered (broke and battered) hearts are bleeding (hearts are bleeding) souls are scattered (souls are scattered) sin and hatred paint this town what's left of love's lost in the crowd will the sun burn out before we find our way we might be out of better days the truth is out, we're all so fucked i cannot lie, we're outta luck the world's on fire, watch it burn it's too late now, there's no return no return no return no return there's no return such a mess (such a mess) so much distress (so much distress) such a pain (such a pain) so much disdain (so much disdain) a world on fire (a world on fire) makes me tired (makes me tired) worlds on fire (worlds on fire) so so tired (so so tired) sin and hatred paint this town what's left of love's lost in the crowd will the sun burn out before we find our way we might be out of better days the truth is out, we're all so fucked i cannot lie, we're outta luck the world's on fire, watch it burn it's too late now, there's no return (i i i i i can't go back back back back back) (no, i i i i i can't go back back back back back) sin and hatred paint this town what's left of love's lost in the crowd will the sun burn out before we find our way we might be out of better days the truth is out, we're all so fucked i cannot lie, we're outta luck the world's on fire, watch it burn it's too late now, there's no return no return no return no return no
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In the Blink of an Eye 03:48
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go outside, take a walk take some time, but don’t look at the clock let your worry drift away enjoy it now like it’s your final day you never know what the future holds you’re always turning down different roads enjoy the now, forget the past and hold on tight ‘cause life moves too fast days go by in the blink of an eye one day you’re young and the next you die don’t look away or you’ll miss it all don’t hide away or build a wall go explore and find yourself go somewhere that’s better for your health don’t waste your time in a toxic space shut em out and stay away from that place life’s too short to let them in your way don’t go and give them the time of day share the moment with the ones who care ‘cause sooner or later they will disappear days go by in the blink of an eye one day you’re young and the next you die don’t look away or you’ll miss it all don’t hide away or build a wall walls and walls surround this place break them down, escape this space yeah walls and walls block out the sun break them down and run and run from the walls and walls that hold you tight break them down, step in sunlight yeah walls and walls, they are no good break them down, you know you should days go by in the blink of an eye one day you’re young and the next you die don’t look away or you’ll miss it all don’t hide away or build a wall days go by in the blink of an eye one day you’re young and the next you die don’t look away or you’ll miss it all don’t hide away or build a wall
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Bottom of the Ocean 04:46
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i’ve made mistakes mistakes that i regret so much sorrow i wish i could forget all the things i’ve done and the things that i have said wish i could wash it all away and start again i wanna leave it all at the bottom of the ocean (the bottom of the ocean) all the pain i caused and all my selfish actions (the bottom of the ocean) i wanna leave it all underneath the ocean (the bottom of the ocean) wash it all away down beneath the surface (the bottom of the ocean) i’ve been a fool more times than i can count such a mess sometimes i’m hard to be around all the lies i’ve made the truths that i have skewed wish i could take it back and leave it out of view i wanna leave it all at the bottom of the ocean (the bottom of the ocean) all the pain i caused and all my selfish actions (the bottom of the ocean) i wanna leave it all underneath the ocean (the bottom of the ocean) wash it all away down beneath the surface i’m sorry (i'm so sorry) i guess that’s all that i can say i only hope that (i only hope that) the future has brighter days i wanna run i wanna run into the ocean i wanna swim i wanna swim down to the bottom (the bottom of the ocean) i wanna leave it all at the bottom of the ocean (the bottom of the ocean) all the pain i caused and all my selfish actions (the bottom of the ocean) i wanna leave it all underneath the ocean (the bottom of the ocean) wash it all away down beneath the surface (the bottom of the ocean) down to the bottom the bottom of the ocean down to the bottom the bottom of the ocean
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Live and Let Die 02:50
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released April 11, 2023

Produced by Alan Abulencia
Mixing and Mastering by Stereoattack

Alan Abulencia - vocals/keys/bass/synth/drums
Austin Hayman - guitars

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