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Scouts Honor: Revisited

by Alan Abulencia

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1.
look in the mirror, see a fake ass reflection my radar is reading a fake ass detection you’re filled with denial, seen in your smile you’re so narcissistic, it’s so fucking vile just look at yourself, you’re so fucking fake I see this all now ‘cause I’m finally awake I wasted my time, I was so blind I must have been out of my fucking mind fake ass bitch! you’re a fake ass bitch! fake ass bitch! you’re a fake ass bitch!
2.
a fire is burning inside of my head the voices they tell me I’m better off dead this sickness is eating away at my heart I’m shattered and broken and falling apart I won’t let them get me my demons won’t get me I won’t let them get me my demons won’t get me this madness has burrowed it’s way to my brain like Jekyll to Hyde, I am going insane I need an escape from this treacherous place before I claw at my skin and fucking rip off my face I won’t let them get me my demons won’t get me I won’t let them get me my demons won’t get me a fire is burning inside of my head the voices they tell me I’m better off dead this sickness is eating away at my heart I’m shattered and broken and falling apart fuck! I won’t let them get me my demons won’t get me I won’t let them get me my demons won’t get me fuck!
3.
another day, another trend to follow this “fitting in” is getting hard to swallow sick of trying to be someone I’m not but I just can’t stop, I just can’t stop I try so hard to be myself it eats away at my mental health the pressure’s on and I’m losing touch conformity will always be my crutch overrated so contagious overrated so contagious another face, another mask to hide behind another voice, another brand to control my mind sick of letting others run my life but I just can’t stop, I just can’t stop I try so hard to not give in but it’s so hard living in this skin I’d like to walk in different shoes but I’m still stuck with the same old blues overrated so contagious overrated so contagious contagious trends and fake ass friends all blindly follow through the end personalities all built on lies the impulse lives while the logic dies overrated so contagious overrated so contagious overrated so contagious overrated so contagious

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Re-recordings of select songs from "Scouts Honor".

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released November 25, 2022

written and produced by Alan Abulencia
mixed and mastered by Phillip Rigby

Alan Abulencia - vocals/synths/drums
Phillip Rigby - guitars/bass

cover art by Matt Abulencia

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