1. |
F.A.B
00:46
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look in the mirror, see a fake ass reflection
my radar is reading a fake ass detection
you’re filled with denial, seen in your smile
you’re so narcissistic, it’s so fucking vile
just look at yourself, you’re so fucking fake
I see this all now ‘cause I’m finally awake
I wasted my time, I was so blind
I must have been out of my fucking mind
fake ass bitch!
you’re a fake ass bitch!
fake ass bitch!
you’re a fake ass bitch!
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2. |
Demons Won't Get Me
01:58
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a fire is burning inside of my head
the voices they tell me I’m better off dead
this sickness is eating away at my heart
I’m shattered and broken and falling apart
I won’t let them get me
my demons won’t get me
I won’t let them get me
my demons won’t get me
this madness has burrowed it’s way to my brain
like Jekyll to Hyde, I am going insane
I need an escape from this treacherous place
before I claw at my skin and fucking rip off my face
I won’t let them get me
my demons won’t get me
I won’t let them get me
my demons won’t get me
a fire is burning inside of my head
the voices they tell me I’m better off dead
this sickness is eating away at my heart
I’m shattered and broken and falling apart
fuck!
I won’t let them get me
my demons won’t get me
I won’t let them get me
my demons won’t get me
fuck!
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3. |
Brutality
01:48
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fuck this, it's just a matter of time
before I lose this, ain't it a goddamn crime
I thought I had it, I know the passion was there
now this is bullshit, does nobody care?
losing my mind
giving up on mankind
this world, I resign
they have crossed the line
shoot me if you think I'm queer
kill me but I won't disappear
you can't change me, you can't tear me apart
you're the one that's broken, you have a tainted heart
losing my mind
giving up on mankind
this world, I resign
they have crossed the line
there's a white picket fence, and it's covered in blood
there's a home in the rain that's beginning to flood
when the lights go out, say goodbye to the fun
there's a kid in the street swimming with a gun
there's a flash of lightning, and he's starting to drown
there's a crack of thunder, and he's going down
there's a brutal wind, it comes to take him away
but how can we forget the mess that he made?
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4. |
Set Me Off Like a Cannon
02:00
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you set me off like a cannon
you drove me up a wall
you set me off and now I’ve had it
I won’t be there to break your fall
don’t bother trying
don’t come around
if this all goes to hell
I’ll still just shut you down
if the whole world ends
and it’s just us left
you’re still not welcome back
and I’ll never forget
you set me off like a cannon
you drove me up a wall
you set me off and now I’ve had it
I won’t be there to break your fall
don’t waste my time
and don’t waste yours
just stay away from me
I’d rather not start wars
if you call on me
I will just silence you
don’t wanna hear your words
I won’t let them seep through
you set me off like a cannon
you drove me up a wall
you set me off and now I’ve had it
I won’t be there to break your fall
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5. |
Overrated
02:16
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another day, another trend to follow
this “fitting in” is getting hard to swallow
sick of trying to be someone I’m not
but I just can’t stop, I just can’t stop
I try so hard to be myself
it eats away at my mental health
the pressure’s on and I’m losing touch
conformity will always be my crutch
overrated
so contagious
overrated
so contagious
another face, another mask to hide behind
another voice, another brand to control my mind
sick of letting others run my life
but I just can’t stop, I just can’t stop
I try so hard to not give in
but it’s so hard living in this skin
I’d like to walk in different shoes
but I’m still stuck with the same old blues
overrated
so contagious
overrated
so contagious
contagious trends and fake ass friends
all blindly follow through the end
personalities all built on lies
the impulse lives while the logic dies
overrated
so contagious
overrated
so contagious
overrated
so contagious
overrated
so contagious
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6. |
A Fire Still Glows
02:46
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masquerade around the town
beat the drum, don't bring me down
hear the sound of squirming worms
wanting more, please hear my terms
follow close, march in line
breathing deep, we'll all be fine
listen up you filthy mice
you pressure hard, I wont be nice
it's all a mystery
that I've been told
somewhere deep down
there’s a home made of gold
it's all a mystery
and nobody knows
somewhere deep down
a fire still glows
I hope that you will understand
that this is mine, I'll take this land
digging deep into the sand
you are all that I demand
war has stricken, tides have turned
we all go on while flags are burned
heat is rising, feel the flames
of those among who can't be tamed
shouting out a battle cry
though we have won, we can't deny
the lives we've lost, now in the Earth
this can't determine what we're worth
it's all a mystery
that I've been told
somewhere deep down
there’s a home made of gold
it's all a mystery
and nobody knows
somewhere deep down
a fire still glows
and now we march back
we may not move on
when everything's broken
it's hard to stay strong
the mystery stays
it never fades
and with our eyes open
we may never change
it's all a mystery
that I've been told
somewhere deep down
there’s a home made of gold
it's all a mystery
and nobody knows
somewhere deep down
a fire still glows
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7. |
Suburbia
00:55
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I am sick of your hysteria
I wanna be full of euphoria
I wanna move on and get rid of you
escape the clutches of suburbia
turn around in a cul-de-sac
wave goodbye, a neighbor turns his back
unwelcome mats lined up at all the doors
you're just lucky they don't settle scores
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8. |
Flying Blind
02:54
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you're killing me with kindness
I feel it in my bones
your words they leave me breathless
like a fight with stick and stones
I was drowning in your sorrow
now I'm coming up for air
will there be a tomorrow?
do you even fucking care?
I’m flying blind, leaving you behind
though some may say I’ve lost my mind
but it feels right to finally be set free
goodbye for good, you’re just a memory
you took my breath away
then left me in shallow grave
you twisted up my thoughts
then turned me into your slave
I took a mental beating
but now I’ve had enough
I can finally see tomorrow
my journey’s been set off
I’m flying blind, leaving you behind
though some may say I’ve lost my mind
but it feels right to finally be set free
goodbye for good, you’re just a memory
and now you’re just dying in time
stuck in the past and I won’t hit rewind
the fears and the stress now are gone
I’ll never look back ‘cause what we had was all wrong
I’m flying blind, leaving you behind
though some may say I’ve lost my mind
but it feels right to finally be set free
goodbye for good, you’re just a memory
I’m flying blind, leaving you behind
though some may say I’ve lost my mind
but it feels right to finally be set free
goodbye for good, you’re just a memory
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9. |
New Life
02:02
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fuck it all up
it doesn’t matter anymore
just let it all go
and put an end to the war
just let it all loose
and drop down to the floor
and dance like you’ve never danced before
open up and let the music in
this is where your brand new life begins
say goodbye to all the negativity
just let loose and free all your worry
fuck it all up
it doesn’t matter what they say
just let it all go
and don’t let them ruin your day
just let it all loose
and drop down to the floor
and dance like you’ve never danced before
open up and let the music in
this is where your brand new life begins
say goodbye to all the negativity
just let loose and free all your worry
open up and let the music in
this is where your brand new life begins
say goodbye to all the negativity
just let loose and free all your worry
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10. |
Not Alone
03:06
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when you’re feeling down
take a look all around
and you’ll see you’re not the only one
there are others just like you
and they feel the way you do
and you’re all here together under the same sun
you’re not alone
you’re not alone
lift your head up high
and repeat you’re not alone
you’re not alone
you’re not alone
lift your head up high
and repeat you’re not alone
please don’t give up my dear friend
I’ll stick by you til the very end
yes, I’ll be around when the shit hits the fan
we’ll fuck that shit up like we’re Superman
when you sit and stare
just remember that we care
all of this will pass, all of this will go
don’t hide away
don’t dig your grave
step into the light, show them what you know
you’re not alone
you’re not alone
lift your head up high
and repeat you’re not alone
you’re not alone
you’re not alone
lift your head up high
and repeat you’re not alone
please don’t give up my dear friend
I’ll stick by you til the very end
yes, I’ll be around when the shit hits the fan
we’ll fuck that shit up like we’re Superman
you’re not alone
you’re not alone
lift your head up high
and repeat you’re not alone
you’re not alone
you’re not alone
lift your head up high
and repeat you’re not alone
please don’t give up my dear friend
I’ll stick by you til the very end
yes, I’ll be around when the shit hits the fan
we’ll fuck that shit up like we’re Superman
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11. |
Count on Me
00:32
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cut the brakes and crash the gates
and spike the punch in heaven’s place
dance all night above the clouds
and surf the waves of heaven’s crowds
scouts honor, you can count on me
to fuck up my life for an eternity
but I don’t care it’s just the way that I am
i know i’m not perfect and i don’t give a damn
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12. |
Alive
03:04
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so shattered and broken
in need of good repair
so hopeless and fallen
in need of someone to care
well i got what you want
i’m always near
just send me a message
and i will be right there
c’est la vie
just sing with me
just be glad
be glad to be alive
it ain’t all that bad
so don’t be so sad
just gotta push on through
yeah I’ll be there for you
feeling unwanted
you need a friend
you feel cursed and haunted
though it is not the end
i’ll help you fight the demons
so don’t shed a tear
just send me a message
and i will be right there
c’est la vie
just sing with me
just be glad
be glad to be alive
it ain’t all that bad
so don’t be so sad
just gotta push on through
yeah I’ll be there for you
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