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Fuzzy

by Alan Abulencia

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1.
drifting and dreaming over the ocean rocking like a cradle go through the motions day in and day out I feel like screaming stuck on repeat my record’s broken I don’t know what I should do I don’t know what I should do hopelessly wandering into the jungle step out of boundaries put me in trouble day in and day out I feel like screaming stuck in a loop losing all freedom I don’t know what I should do I don’t know what I should do I don’t know what I should do I don’t know what I should do I don’t know what I should do I don’t know what I should do
2.
Jawbreaker 03:07
stuck inside a headlock wedged between some bedrock overdose on tv no one here believes me I’ve been spouting nonsense putting in my two cents I’ll be here all weekend trying hard to be your best friend twenty five cent jawbreaker gotta be a risk taker out there in the open I am gonna show them trapped inside a dog cage filling up with outrage full volume on the headphones tearing a hole up in the ozone I’ve been waiting so long to tell you that I’m so wrong just a few more hours and I’ll come by with flowers twenty five cent jawbreaker gotta be a risk taker out there in the open I am gonna show them twenty five cent jawbreaker gotta be a risk taker out there in the open I am gonna show them so long so long for now I’m gonna get out somehow so long so long for now I’m gonna get out somehow so long so long for now I’m gonna get out somehow so long so long for now I’m gonna get out somehow
3.
Numb 02:21
I am numb my face is cold my body’s old I am numb my heart’s gone black can’t get it back I am numb I am numb I am numb my time’s run out and there’s no doubt that I am numb numb to the core lying on the floor I am numb I am numb I am numb I am numb all through my veins nothing remains I am numb slept wrong last night so I lose the fight I am numb
4.
this is it I no longer care don’t give a shit I’ll make it I swear and you won’t bring me down no you won’t bring me down feeling fit though I’m fat as fuck don’t give a shit I’m not out of luck and you won’t bring me down no you won’t bring me down I know I’m not perfect I know I’m not perfect and some days it doesn’t seem worth it but I know no one’s perfect no one’s perfect this is it maybe I’m losing my grip don’t give a shit I won’t jump the ship and you won’t bring me down no you won’t bring me down bit by bit I collect myself don’t give a shit about my health and you won’t bring me down no you won’t bring me down I know I’m not perfect I know I’m not perfect and some days it doesn’t seem worth it but I know no one’s perfect I know I’m not perfect I know I’m not perfect and some days it doesn’t seem worth it but I know no one’s perfect I know I’m not perfect I know I’m not perfect and some days it doesn’t seem worth it but I know no one’s perfect
5.
Bummer 03:39
sorry, I’m so sorry but I can’t see you now I’m blinded by worry and I’ll just bum you out I’m nervous and impatient and I can hardly wait to get out of this depression but I’m afraid it may be too late what a bummer I’ve become I’m sorry I’m not like I was what a bummer I’ve become I’m sorry I’m not like I was helpless and tired my body aches from head to toe from caffeine, I’m wired but I’m still moving slow with reckless abandon I throw myself around the room I wobble, barely standing wading in a pool of gloom what a bummer I’ve become I’m sorry I’m not like I was what a bummer I’ve become I’m sorry I’m not like I was
6.
putting it off as I usually do procrastination, keep it out of view locking it up deep in my brain I keep telling myself that I’m okay don’t worry I’m not crazy it’s okay I’m just a little bit hazy I’m just a little bit hazy I’m just a little bit hazy pushing myself to be all I can be motivation is all that I need standing my ground, I won’t even bend I’ll get through this in the end don’t worry I’m not crazy it’s okay I’m just a little bit hazy
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8.
there’s something in the air that just won’t disappear it’s coming in, in waves one by one, it never fades a feeling so unsure I’m hoping for a cure for now I have to go and get on with the show I’ve been wandering trying to figure it out, my friend marching in place, it never ends circles and circles, spin around again I’ve been wandering trying to figure it out, my friend marching in place, it never ends circles and circles, spin around again I’ve been wandering trying to figure it out, my friend marching in place, it never ends circles and circles, spin around again there’s something I don’t trust afraid I’ll bite the dust when I hear a knocking on my door my heart jumps through the floor I don’t know where to begin when I hear knocking again should I just say hello or should I take it slow I’ve been wandering trying to figure it out, my friend marching in place, it never ends circles and circles, spin around again I’ve been wandering trying to figure it out, my friend marching in place, it never ends circles and circles, spin around again
9.
it’s going down tonight dancing in the moonlight until the sun comes up ‘cause we don’t give a damn we’re reckless and we’re rebels crazy on many levels we’ll be breaking bottles until the morning comes shake, shake your body don’t, don’t you let nobody tell you what to do, what to do tell you what to do, what to do rocking down in the streets blasting out some sick beats just mindless dancing now we’re doing nothing wrong we’re marching and we’re shaking we’re falling, but not breaking there is no stopping us until the break of dawn shake, shake your body don’t, don’t you let nobody tell you what to do, what to do tell you what to do, what to do
10.
it’s a beautiful day outside the sun is shining and we’re alright it’s a beautiful day outside what a perfect day to make things right don’t you worry it’ll be okay and I know sometimes things get in your way but it shall pass in time it shall pass in time don’t dwell on the past you know it won’t last don’t dwell on the past you know it won’t last don’t you worry it’ll be okay and I know sometimes things get in your way but it shall pass in time it shall pass in time don’t dwell on the past you know it won’t last don’t dwell on the past you know it won’t last

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My 7th album.

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released April 27, 2018

written & produced by Alan Abulencia

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